i am very down very down very very down.. really.. long long time nv had such a feeling le.. very guilty lei really.. don know how to express my feeling now.. not sad lei nt depress lei but nei jiu lo.. see uncle david so angry wa.. and everyone go home so long also my fault lo.. i don know.. suddenly.. someone pls cheer me up.. =( if only i have listen carefully..... becos of my one small mistake .. cause such a big problem. is this the butterfly effect? ya i think so.. maybe u all don understand and i am nt going to explain. cause ....................... .......................

hmmmm.. don talk abt it le.. today working.. with new manager. eddie. he quite ok lei work with him.. but heard wat he say just now.. also abit scary .. heng i nt working for quite sometime.. will miss all of them.. but maybe after come back from attactment.. will also nt be boring.. it all depend how my fyp goes. will nt hestitate to quit if i have to make decisions between sch wk and working. bian zhou bian kan ba.. today work with hilda.. she replace ahmand.. she saw me then say wa.. i like drug addict like tt my eyes very swollen. then i wonder my classmate nv say she say.. isnt it abit wierd. cause my classmate are seeing me everyday ma. then she say maybe my friends don dare to say.. my eyes really very swollen meh???? tired maybe la.. cause of exam.. slping less than 6 hrs per day. but i nv complain ar. cause i know there are pple also having the same fate as me or even worst, like aun la les la.. hmm finally going to the last paper liao for me is 2.. i slim down alot during the exam period la.. wa.. must gain back weight liao.. my slpness also.. must slp till bao bao.. when i slp the sky is dark.. when i wake up, the sky also dark.. hehe
really put in alot of hardwork in this exam.. but some is becos i slack in class la then end up like tt..

hmm.. like feeling better le.. i think after i wake up in the morning will be alright le lo.. =) kk don worry abt me. or shld say don waste time on me.. ha~